She was the only one who could feed his soul the way she does, so when they broke up, his world was like a suspended animation and he wandered in a space and time frozen where she still existed to him. After a week of restless nights, and having to shape his pillows to feel like her body was still in his bed, the only way he could control his mind from going completely insane was to think about her in the present rather than in the past because it hurt too much. That, space, that vacuum, that black hole sinking him in inch by inch, day by day. Soon the the sun was replaced with her face, he flavored the air with the smell of her hair and he filled empty spaces with replays of her.
Unbeknownst, to him, the waves of torture he thought he was quelling only made the ocean of missing her swell quietly. It swelled, and swelled as he slept. He burst out screaming one night, torn from slumber, the swollen ocean burst its seems. He needs her, he needs her in his presence, he needs her in his grasp. Vapors of her no longer kept his aching quiet. They were in synch, they knew each others schedules, they knew everything about each other...he knew where she kept her secret key.
He leaped from his bed, threw on his hoodie and left his apartment at 2am on a Monday morning. Work in a few hours meant nothing and he traced the highway to her place. What was he going to do? He parked a few houses down and stared at her house, fingers still gripping his steering wheel, engine idling. He turned his car off and the silence of the night came back on stage, the darkness gripping in anticipation. Alas, frozen in time, again, this power over him, this love he can't get rid of, commanding him, bending him to it's will. He got out of his car and walked to her garden door, the flower pot had a decorative stone tucked in the dirt, was a secret key holder and her key was still there. It glistened in the moonlight as if it was happy to see him.
He walked in. Her dark, still, quiet, sleeping home, his heart beating in his neck, knowing her bedroom is feet away, not miles, not through a forest of pain. He froze again, and couldn't go any further, so he sat on her couch. He fantasized about her sleeping body clad only in a short silk negligee with no underwear, and how it probably raised above her waist by now in her turning. Thinking about this aroused him and he was now erect and it didn't help knowing he was right there in her house and only separated by an opened door. He couldn't help himself, he pulled his hard dick out and started to masturbate right there sitting on her couch while thinking about nights where he would feel her half naked body, roll her on her knees and fuck her while gripping her round hips shimmering from the night sky peeking through her window. Her orgasmic breathing always sent his mind crazy and in no time he was shooting cum all over his hands, shirt and pants. He sat there, trying to breathe quietly, still holding his cock, the smell of her house, her perfume and his cum put him in a daze and he sat for a while. Driving back home, this new kind of satisfaction, calmed him while at the same time driving a new hunger, for her.
He replayed this scene every night and masturbated to what he did. It was the only way he could sleep now. But like every animal, the hunger returned and he wanted more, more of there, more of her. The midnight sky caught him in it's peripheral again a week later, tracing his finger on it's back and like a door to Narnia, he entered again. As he steered toward her living room passing her bedroom door down the hall, he saw her door was ajar as usual, and paused. Without thinking about it, he's already tip toeing towards her door and pushes it softly open. his heart beating in his neck again. There she was, on her side with her nightie raised at her waist and her round exposed ass sleeping peacefully. He immediately got hard. He stood there inside her bedroom door and started to stroke his cock to her body 6 feet away. His mind went crazy, the thoughts he was having, the chance he was taking, the yearning he was feeding. He orgasmed from this rush, this new kink, the body of the woman he loved, the woman he hurt, the woman who made his body pull every dark corner out and yield to her.
She came out the shower in the morning and as she stepped on her rug she stepped in a wet spot but thought nothing of it, thinking it was water from the shower, got ready and went to work.
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Funny thing about kinks, obsessions and attachments, they can become overwhelming. They take over your body, they move your hands and feet subconsciously. He started going there when he knew she was at work. He sat in her couch, he slept in her bed, he hugged her favorite dark blue hoodie as it smelled most like her. It even felt warm as if she just wore it. He was mesmerized. But what he did most of all to feed the animal inside him that still was very much in love with her, he took out her black g-string she bought to wear just for him, wrapped it around his cock and jerked off with it.
One day he stayed too long and when he washed the g-string he put it back in her drawer as he didn't have enough time to use her blow dryer to dry it. Going out that night she reached into her drawer and while sifting for something to wear she felt something damp and pulled it out. Damp underwear? Curiosity played in her head as she felt it through with her hands. She raised it to her nose and smelled it. Instantly she knew it was him. She knows his smell like it was her own. Many nights of devouring his cock to please her master, and swallowing every drop, she knew how he tasted, she knew how he smelled, she knew it was him. She knew he was here.
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She went through, surprise and arousal in violent sweep and she clutched her damp g-string feeling her body get warm. That night, she wore it and masturbated, keeping it on, knowing he touched it, knowing it was on his cock, knowing his cum drenched it. She masturbated for her master and her orgasms were more powerful that night. She knew the key was there, she knew he knew about it, she knew he was coming here, she didn't do anything about it. She would daydream at her desk that he was there right now smelling her hoodie, so she always put it on when she got home. As i stated earlier, they knew each other through and through. they knew how each other thought, how each other felt, and knew exactly what each other would do. She wondered if he came in while she was sleeping, and as scary as the thought started to be, it also made her wet right there at her desk and she grinded her thighs under her desk. "I want him to watch me sleep...watch me...master". Echoes of ecstasy started to torment her as it was him. In their own worlds yet connected with a string no one can see nor would ever understand. Her mind wondered and every day she came home she would look for anything changed, moved or lifted as a sign he was here, she basically became a detective's daughter racing home to her crime scene of passion. But he made sure to always be careful. Well, he tried. Today he folded her hoodie instead of draping it back over the chair, how she had it. She caught him! The joy of his mistake, the excitement, the proof, soothed and tortured at the same time. She wanted to see him, she wanted to feel him.
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Coming to her house while she wasn't there, soon, wasn't enough. Like I said before, we're animals, we get hungry, and we need to feed. He stayed away, trying to detox himself from this spell. Little does he know, the power of this love between them was already written, and he was just being dragged through the pages. So yes, the page where he is drawn out of his bed at 3am again came and he could do nothing but follow it's command.
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The chilled night air, folded him in again. The key still there. He came in, and her bedroom door, again, ajar, like a replay from the last time. He walked in and His eyes widened as he saw her negligee once again raised above her waist but this time, she had on the black g-string, the one he masturbated with, the one he knew he didn't dry properly. She knew, and now he knows she knew. While he was frozen in his startled state, her eyes were open and she knew he was standing there, 6 feet away, just like the last time.
She was instantly turned on. So was he, and he started to reach in his pants. Movement...her still body moved and now excitement turned back to fear. His heart beating in his neck. She moved again but this time it was a gyration in her hips. His eyes widened to see the g-string move and how her big round ass moved with it. But it didn't stop there. She raised her left arm and placed it softly on her left hip and slowly glided it over her ass and squeezed at the bottom. Could this be happening?!! He stood there, one hand holding his now solid cock and her now blowing his cover and inviting him in at the same time.
One step turned to two. Six feet became 4 feet until there was no distance at all, and the only next logical thing to do was to reach down and touch her hand. The world stood still for them in that moment. Weeks after not speaking, weeks of pain, anger and sorrow. Weeks after a nasty breakup, weeks of missing each other, weeks of feeling this love will not go anywhere but deeper. The world unfroze for them and they were now in a world of 2 bodies colliding, heat transferred across their hands. She knew he was already hard so she reached up and felt it. With her back still turned, she started to stroke it. She remembered how it felt, she knew every vein.
As she held it, no words exchanged, he started taking off his clothes. He no longer had to quiet his breathing and he was going to feed, the way he was meant to feed and she was ready to feed him. He rolled her on to her knees and made sure to curve her back deep so all he could see was her long black hair, her g-string and her wide round ass. Just the way she knew he liked it. The night sky peeked in illuminating her body as he touched her and moved her g-string to the side. She was wet, she was hot, her aching pussy wanted him in. He licked his lips like a hungry wolf about to eat and held his cock right on her already soaked lips and rubbed the head of his cock up and down. They both sighed. English wasn't needed.
"give it to me" she said. "take it, it's yours".
He eased his cock in and slid it all the way in and held it there. Her moan, the visual of his body fully pressed against her ass with his cock all the way in. This moment in time, was theirs and theirs alone.
They fucked.
He flipped her over and kept fucking her. Their eyes finally met for the first time since they broke up, now she's cumming on his dick and looking into the eyes of her lover, her master. He leaned in and kissed her with her legs open and drilling her so good. Waiting passion erupted and he came hard inside her. There was no holding this one, there was no holding back. He filled her waiting aching body. She pleased him, the only way he could be pleased.
He fell over and they curled into each other and fell asleep. Still, even in this moment, no words, none needed.
To be continued.