Dark Love

 It was unusual for a second car to pull up so close to another car at this lookout spot.  Once you see a car, you know it's about privacy so it's etiquette to go somewhere else with your date.  Fair enough right?  But tonight this white SUV pulls up behind their car and interrupted a really deep makeout session.

Bothered by the intrusive headlights and audacity, they both look back.
"Shhhhhit", he whispers.
Just as she looks at him with surprise, his demeanor changed, changed from surprise to offense.
"Wait here...fuck" he says as he rolls away from her to open the car door.  The other woman...and she knew it.
I knew to let him handle this, I always let him handle it.  He is Sir and I trust him completely, even though this situation looked funny and my mind is already putting pieces together.  As the engine idled I could see long dark wavy hair on either side of a face I couldn't make out due to the beaming headlights. Almost reminded me, of me.  I see her get out and their voices raise over the engine and the quiet night.
"What are you doing here?!" he said, but before she responds, she charges him.  Unfortunately, Sir is strong and fast. He expected it and her charge was instantaneously stopped as he blocked her with his right forearm across the top of her chest and pressed her back on her car, his dominance always impresses me even though now I'm a bit worried about who this woman is.

I saw his anger but I knew he wouldn't hurt her.  More of a passionate anger, exactly the way he stares at me when I do something to deserve a spanking. The shouting became inaudible so I came out the car to see the pinned woman through tears saying " but I love you" a few times over with the weeping.

Hearing this woman declare love to the man I have given my soul to, totally floored and gutted me and I immediately felt her pain.  I don't know what happened to my body but I ran over to the 2 against the SUV.  Sir heard me coming and turned in perfect timing to grab me by the throat with his left hand and dragged her to the side of the SUV as well.  Two women, pinned by Sir, side by side both now in tears.  But I can't lose him, I won't...I can't.  

The moment was buckling to anyone who would have seen this and now to hear the same line come from both our lips, "but I love you".  The same line coming from 2 crying women in his clutches, pinned, was like a ritual being performed.  I said it then she said it, in an unplanned uneven alternation. Sir stood silent and determined, not to shut them up but just to stand his ground in his dominance. Until this happened.  We turned to each other, our dark hair matted on our face pasted with tears and for a moment we looked at each other and we calmed under this intoxication that came over us.  I could see that she has tasted his passion, his power, his dominance.  I could see that she had given her soul to him, just...like...me and I knew that she would not lose him either.  It's a thirst that never quenches because he knew how to love us, love us both.  Under his grip we turn back to face him and we both say with ending tears..."we love you...we love you".  

His grip loosened but he didn't let go.  He leaned in and stared at her, god that stare that melts me every time without fail, he kisses her and I watch, with hunger and happiness knowing he will kiss me next and that I will still have him even more complete now. Even in this moment of our weakness, it was also his weakness but we have now fortified to grow stronger in our bond...OUR bond. He kisses me with that 'you are mine' kiss, the kiss I yearn for daily and she watches. Sir lets us go and tells me to follow them, he puts her in the passenger side of her SUV and he drives off.  I follow and we disappear into the night.  The lookout spot returned to it's state but for us it will never be the same again.


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